Is this really happening to me? In August 28, 2004 my oldest sister had a brain anuerysm while driving, she barely lived through it, I took care of her for months thereafter. Then June 10, 2005 my Daddy died unexpectedly from a heart attack, Feb 6, 2006, my oldest brother Scott hung himself, he asked for me over and over that night, but I couldn't get there in time. On March 1, 2006 I lost my very good job, I couldn't function anymore. On March 7th my only other brother had a brain tumor, he lived through that, but is a real mess now. The depression I feel is unbarable. The Dr. said there is nothing more they can do for me, I'm so lost. I finally got a job, last two months, they fired me for depression, I still have the note. I'm sinking so far into this depression, I find no joy in anything. We have been so blessed up til now. I am a great accountant, but cannot even think straight anymore. I love the Lord and know that somehow He will see me through. Meanwhile I'm losing everything. My car, that my brother co signed for me, the one who took his life, I already lost my house now. So I live with my poor Mom who's heart is so broken as is mine. She is on social security and I'm trying to get it together so I can work and help her. Through all of this pain, I have never gotten mad at God or asked anyone for help. I just keep trying to live. Sometimes I think I live for my Mom, because she couldn't take another loss. She and my Daddy was married for 46 years, almost. He died June 10, their 46th anniversary was June 12th. We buried him on their anniversary. I am in need of money, to help my Mom and not lose my car. The three siblings I have left did not move in with Mom to help her, I was the only one willing. I would appreciate any kind of help. If you can help in any way , small or large, even a walmart card for food would be so much appreciated my address is 1500 Vincent Street, Brownwood, TX 76801 my name is Teresa Burns. If you could help me in anyway, I would be forever greatful. I hope that people do not get on this site and make stuff up, because this reality is all too real for me. I used to laugh all the time, now I just seem to exist. Thank you and bless you!
